First Day Of High School. Not as scarey as I thought. I didn't get lost! YAY!

Woaaaaaaaaaaaah... man. I'm so tired!

First, let me just give you a run through of last night before the first day of h.s.

O.o I paced around. A lot. Gramma's door was shut, so she didn't see me go up and down the hall-thing. I couldn't sit still and all I did was think. ( Seriously at one point I thought I was going crazy o.o )

First it was things like: /Do I have my wallet with me...? Oh.. Ah yeah it's in the purse. ....Is the purse with the outfit? Yeah, there it is../

Then it developed to one-worded thoughts.. o.O' /Key-chain... Dog... Pet... o.O' ...Duo? O.o... Lassie!.../

Once I started on Lassie I couldn't stop thinking about how we had to give her away when we had to move when the stupid a/c broke. I think I made myself worse everytime I thought about how in ten years from now, I'll know she'll be dead, cause dogs don't live to be 22, but the thing was that I wouldn't know WHEN she died.

And that made me feel horrible. I started crying until I started to sob.. then I almost threw up ><'

Gramma came in, she also had to give away her golden retriever, Penny. So she sat and held me, tried to comfort me. ( Never felt closer to my Gramma at all before )

So that lasted about two hours. Then I made some food, fell asleep around twelve-ish.. had to wake up at aum.. oh yeah, 5:30.. @_@ I was so tired!

Then I found out that the shirt I was going to wear to school was just a lit-tle too tight, so I freaked out about that. Found a shirt, relaxed a bit.

Ugh, got stuck in traffic, but I made it there all right.

Only six people are from my school.

Only SIX! >< Ech.

Hm. Home-Room is K03... er, you wouldn't know where that is.. Lol.. The school consists of 15 buildings.

1. Main Building

2. Knapp Hall

3. Frazier Hall

4. Post Hall

5. Student Activities/Cafeteria

6. Gym

7. P.E. Locker Room

8. Ceramics

9. Sunset ( Vocal Music )

10. Band/Orchestra Room

11. Band

12. Audtorium ( Theatre )

13. Black Box

14. Vocational Education

15. Dance Performance Stuido

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9-15 is a different part of the school, you have to go across the street to get there.

What's bad about that is that... 0.0' There are a lot of homeless people there and an apartment building where guys lean over the balcony with a beer and watch the girls walk in.

><' Mom gave me a lecture when she brought me home on how to never go into the apartment building. ( Pfu, like I would?? o.o )

Anyway, fun schedule. I go across the school a lot of the time. While now ( just for I think this week ) we only have a 4/5 minute passing period... we get a 10 minute one, next week or something!!! XD So cool! They actually give us time to talk/use our locker/use the restroom without being yelled at! ( Like Last year when we had a 4 minute passing period, then as we barely had time to open our locker and get to our class, we'd have to use the restroom, but really, who can go in.. uh.. the remaining *ONE* minute? ) So that's great. ^^' The reason why we have 10 minute passing period is because the school is so big and some people ( like me ;.; ) have to go across the whole entire school-grounds to get to class, and the lockers might not be on your way to the next class.

Hm. Anyway. All my teachers rock ^_^ My Japanese teacher, Bernau-Sensei said we can't call her Mrs. Bernau. Hasta be -sensei. And she's just so cute! Short, oriental, KAWAII!

Homeroom. Wh00t. Just so cool, I saw an ex.. o.O Well, not really. His name's Eric. He asked me out on Valentine's Day ( Cute, eh? Too sappy cute -_-' ) and then we never talked after that.. O_o'' He hugged odd. When we hugged, we didn't make contact. That's odd. -_- I'm a hugging person. Not a space-in-between-two-people hug. And then when LVYO was finished, we never got our numbers or anything so during the summer, we didn't talk as well.. o_O

Anyway. When he saw me he just acted weird, waved a bit, went back to talking to someone else. I got this really weird feeling around him. Like he was.. eh, just something.

( Sometimes I feel like I have a 6th sense and can tell about a person just by "feeling" them. Er, not as sick/perverted/odd as it sounds. I guess I get a good/bad/weird/scared/etc. feeling around someone, and.. ^^ Goes on from there. )

Anyway. I didn't talk to him. Pfu.

Started a conversation with this girl named Katie. She reminds me of Katrina from Middle School. She's real cool ^_^ First new friend of the day.

THENNNNNNNN After Home Room and Jap., I had PE ( ^_^ Jasmine [MS Friend] and Katie were there! ^,^ ). The teacher's cool, she said we can have gum, as long as she doesn't hear it, or see it being chewed away in our mouths. ( "Cause it's unlady like." ) [But personally, we were all probably going to chew gum no matter what she said o.o]

And now I've forgotten my schedule. But I know Ashlee LaRose isn't in any of 'um (YAY! XD XD XD)

There were a lot of goths there. But some of 'um dressed cool.

Oh! In Biology, I met this Exchange Student from Georgia ( Dunno if that's how you spell it ). It was apart of Russia, but it has it's independance now. She has the most coolest accent.. *.* And she said, "'ou Americans talk too fast... I can barely keep up with what 'ou... Em. 'ow do 'ou say it... say.." ^_^ So cool!

Lol, we started talking and didn't even know eachother's names until we asked. Her names Irina and she's a Junior.

Hm. Well, that's about it. ^_^'' Lunch was.. well, a tad loney. I sat with Irina, but she had some friends from other classes ( Seniors ) and they barely acknowledged me. T_T' I felt like a newbie in a chatroom. So left out ><' I'm never treating a newbie bad again ><''''

And NOW that's about it ^_^''

OH! WAIT!

^_^ No Homework yet! wh00t! And.. I took a nap at 5 when I got home, woke up at 9. Waiting for Mom to call. Pfu..

And.. watching C.S.I. I've seen this one before. My GOD is it sick/scarey/creepy. ( But C.S.I has the most wonderful graphics *.* )

This old lady was found dead in her apartment, and it first shows these cute cats running around outside a house. Then you follow one until you see at least 15 cats eating at something. But you can't see what it is. ( I already had an idea that it was a body.. ) and then the cat you follow stops and eats at it, and it shows the nibbled-up, dead body of an old lady.

It's very... aum. ><' descriptive? ...It just looked very real.

Anyway, they ask around, found these two little girls who said that the old lady was nice and had a lot of cats. ( I might've mentioned this ep. before )

And around the end, after asking the son, the neighbor ( who hates cats ), it developes to the little girls ( Because their was ), right?

So the oldest, she gets this horrible, distorted look on her face, evil. ><' And it just looked scarey cause she's 8, man.

Sooooooo, the 8 year old said how they wanted a kitten ( Her an' her sister ) but the old lady wouldn't give it to her. So they said that their Mom grabbed the cat, gave the cat to the girls and told them to run, then heard the old lady scream.

But that's not true. When the littlist said that the fingerprints weren't hers, so the oldest said: "Tattletales burn. In. Hell. "

Then she said with that evil face, "She should've just given me the cat. But she wouldn't."

~Flash back thingy~

"Mommy said we could have a cat, if you let us.." *the oldest girl, holding the cat*

"No.. I'm sorry. They're all my babies." *the old lady, trying to bend over to get the cat back*

Then the oldest girl gets this awful face... like the evil-look again. Then hands the cat to the smallest one and tells her to run. Then the old lady tries to stop the girl, but the oldest pushes her over.

"I'll tell your mother!" *the old lady, now trying to get up*

"No! You." *stab* "Won't!" *the oldest girl, ( remember, she's EIGHT ) had sat on the old lady's waist, pulled out a pen and stabbed the old lady. Then without any "What Have I DONE!?" reaction, she ran off*

~End FlashBack Thingy~

Then they took her out of the room. Blah, it ended as the Mom watched from the other window-mirror glass thing in that room, looking in at the two girls as the oldest cries out for her Mommy.

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Ee! >< So freaky... I'm gunna have nightmares.. I just know it. (Cause Mom called, gotta go to bed again)

Ack.. ><' If I do get a dream about that.. I'll try to control it.. ^^' Might meet that neat lady Xling saw...

Em.. Yeah, well.. @_@' I'm kinda tired, kinda not. And I think I'm catching Mom's cold... -_-' My throat's starting to hurt. Bah.

Okay, really now. Must.. go ^^' *forces herself away from the computer* Ja'!

08.26.2002 | 9:53 p.m.

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