*DIE D-LAND!*
Anyway.
^_^'
Read Duo's journal, ran straight to the links. Well, I was reading "My Brother's Keeper," And "Whited Sepulchers" ( The other GW one, the one he recommended didn't jump out at me.. )
I'm still pissed at D-land. GAR!
Moving on.
I said something about Fic Season! ^_^ I'm starting to write again, and I'm going to give Duo a Sailor Moon fic. once I work on it. S'an old idea I want to try out. Then get working on two G.W. ones I truly need to work on. >.o Sorry to the peoples who really want to find out what happens ( puh, as if ^^'' ), but just wait. --'
OH I remember mentioning how nice n'cool Duo is ^_^' He sent me these really pretty flowers across Neopets. o.O' ^^'' True they're a picture but they're really pretty. *HUG* ^^'
Ok ^^' No more of that.. O.o'
ANYWAY ><'
Oh, lookit this.
The amazing thing was... I believed her. This, when I was still as skittish as a cat in pit full of Rottweilers, and not used to trusting anyone, let alone adults.
The Cat/Rottweilers/Skittish part lept out at me. Reminded me of something and how I am around when people grab my arm or scare me from behind or tickle me or something. ( Odd thing is, I like hugs. o.O Just, one of my friends, he hugs with his hands around the waist, and when he hugged me, I freaked. Horribly horribly freaked. ><' Drew away real quickly an'all those things. ) ( o.O I also like my hair to be messed with. O_o' ODD. lol )
o.<' I told few people, but there are still some that don't know yet, and I'm truly afraid to tell any of them. >.<'
I don't know really what I'm afraid of.. O.o if they'd treat me totally different, like some disgusting disease... or they'd tip-toe around any related subject.. O.o Although it doesn't bother me. OR they'd give me too much sympathy. Gah, pity scares me. I enjoy withering in my own pity, not someone elses, thank you very much. ^^'
-_- Must have missed Duo. I got on 7:30/10:30 his time, must be sleeping ^^" Or working on his costume.
GAH I need to get a kimono for my costume, I guess a red one. NO pink. Red. Red or Yellow. ^^' OR Red AND yellow. ^____^. AND I need that duck-wand..
O.o Eh. I'm going to be Sakura ( From CCS ) for Halloween. ^_^'' too bad I can't color my eyes green. *snaps fingers* Maybe instead of pure blue, blue-gray, or grey, they'll be a nice blue-green. ^_^ Maybe.
OH WOW ^_^ That Gundam Wing "Whited Sepulchers" kicked ass ^_^
Sorry everyone ( Rai, Candie ( me thinks ), and Yunie ). I don't feel like talking anymore, so that's why after my away msg. was up, I signed out.
Hm. Don't know why I don't feel like talking to anyone now. o.O Omoishiroi...
Bah, ^^' Either the fic. spooked me or struck a button somewhere.
^^' No, I'm not crazy. I promise.
OH! I have my time for Honor Orchestra.
WH00T! I feel so special. ^_______^ Wish me luck! I can't wait to show those damned Orchestra Coaches and Middle School Conductor For Honor Orchestra that you CAN'T get rid of me that easily by kicking me out the goddamned DAY of the CONCERT, after working 3 hours, every Tuesday, for about four weeks, on music that was at least FIVE times advanced for my taste..
GAH >< Mean guy. I hate him. -_-. I'm going to make sure he recognizes me.
OH, the stupid High School Conductor For Honor Orchestra said "I looked familiar" when I saw him again at the Violin Outlet ( place I go for lessons ). HAH. Look familiar, do I? That's cause when I was LATE, I asked him what time it was when I was running to the meet on the day I got kicked out. And he looked at me funny, told me the time, then walked off. Didn't tell me that I would be kicked out, did he? Nope. I dislike him, too.
^^' No more rant about Honor Orchestra, no more rant about my stupid childhood trauma..
^_^'' HAPPY HAPPY TOPIC.
....*cricket chirp*
^^'' Eh-heh.
PRINTER! I'm going to print off my Gundam Wing Forever continuation idea, the beginning of my Sailor Moon idea, annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd the other Gundam Wing fic.'s last few paragraphs. ^_^' So I can start working on them.
Hm, 8:30 now. ^^" Need to go.
Jaaaaaaaa'