A temporary leave

Well. Tonight's my last night until Friday.

It wasn't as great as I had wanted it to be.. I threw up once, but it was my fault.

See, I had the hiccups and Kya said that Rai said that a spoonful of sugar always made them go away.

So I ran around, looking for sugar. I came back with a packet of cocoa mix.

Great, eh?

So I ate some plain, then put the rest in a 1/3rd full bottle of Sunny Delight ( and Florida style. I really like Calif. instead, but anyway. ) and mixed it together. It was a small bottle. Maybe about 7 fl.oz.

It tasted 'ok' for the first two sips. Then the after tastes had hit. I was sick. Really, I was. I asked Kya, even, 'Is this how hell tastes....?'

I admit, the chocolate had made me INSANELY hyper. (Damn, I wish I saved Rai's IM..) I was filling up a maximized IM in less than two seconds without the help of the rate limit.

I felt sick in my stomach at the same time and I knew it would happen. No less than an hour gone by and I had thrown it all up.

Not a pretty sight.

So yeah, my night was a little sucky.

I'm hoping I'll get some spiffy sleep, (Ch' like I've had -that-.. )

My day was just as worse.

Mom was late to coming home. Again. It was about 9a.m. when she decided to arrive.

I told her that I was going to just go to my 7/8 period because I had to practice with my accompianist for Solo/Ensemble's All State. ( See Previous Entry. ) Which, by the way, we practiced for ten minutes. Oh joy.

I'm really not happy with how it sounds. He's just.. not into it. It's like another twenty dollars for him.

His ego is too damn big and he's not nice.

But hell, I'm going to All State for experience and to get out of school. ( Plus, if I get a 1, I get a spiffy medal ^.~ )

My 7/8 period sucked. One of the conductors got mad and yelled at us, mainly directed to me and a few other people.

Just because I was under the impression that I had to give her the money and music for my accompianist and that she'd set up the meeting, she got pissed off. She said I was supposed to do it. Ch'! Did she EVER tell me?! Hell no. The paper she gave us even said that he would practice with me for -more- than ten minutes for at LEAST five days for my block periods ( 7/8 ).

So yeah. I was yelled at at the only period of school I went to today.

She was so mad, the teacher, she made everyone pack their instruments away and write a letter to their friend on how Orchestra period is SUPPOSED to go. She wanted us to describe everything. The bitch. She really is.

After school, I went to the dermatologist for this thing on my arm. It was a chicken poc' from the chicken pox, but now it's a scar. It's raised and it looks abnormal. I'm so self-consious about it that I don't wear short-sleeved shirts that show it. I hate wearing bathing suits and what not. Just so embarrassing to me.

When I went to the gynacologist and showed her, she said I keloid. Meaning I scar easily.

But when I saw this bitch of a dermatologist ( I'm not kidding, she was very rude and mean. ), she said it could be a tumor.

A tumor. Another thing to worry about. When I hear/read tumor, I instantly thing cancer. So great. Just great, eh?

So overall. My day just sucked.

I wanted to see Cass, I really did. Seems like I won't, though. It's okay, though. I don't want her feeling bad or anything if she was doing something else at this time.

I give many hugs to her, and some hugs to everyone else.

I think I'll miss you all.

I'd be un-missing-of-my-friends if my CD Burner worked, of all days, today? But that's not happening either. My CD Burner just never worked to begin with, the piece of crap.

So I have Andy's CD that he made for me. Such a nice person he is. I'm serious, he really is. ^^ He's a good friend.

The CD is just about 11 anime songs. It's okay, though, at least they're in Japanese.

Off to bed I go, again: I'll miss everyone ;-;'..

And I won't be back until Friday night/afternoon. Depending if I go to school ( We arrive at 4:00 a.m. Friday morning. ) or not. If I do, I might take a nap when I get home.

...

Mkay, here's the deal. If I get a medal from Carson City, then I'll go to school just to be happy for a day with an accomplishment and feel pretty and special and things like that. If I don't, then I'll stay home and sleep.

^_^;

'*huggs*' for Cass. Hehe ^^v. *hands her Ban and Hawk* Have fun and don't miss me too much, Ah-hah.

Ja ne.

~Owari~

04.01.2003 | 10:30 p.m.

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