Strange Dream, Concert, 'Vision,' and Useless. o_o

My new obsession is Evanesence, many many thanks to Cass. ^.^

I just went through some type of angst-like depression last night when I went to bed. Cried a while o_O; It was weird because I was in a pretty spiffy mood the whole night.

But then I went to bed.

..Ah okay, I had a weird dream last night.

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Well, I was at school, I guess there were some people I knew, some I didn't, the school building was different, too. What was weird was that there was this.. water ride in one part of the school, on another part there was this rainforesty-like waterfall. It was coming out from the top of a mountian and there were these places to sit, makeshift areas in the mountian. It was moist/dampish, there was moss, etc.

So I was sitting there, doing nothing, and all of a sudden there's mud and rocks falling on me and I look up and there are people throwing them at me, laughing. And I look closer and these people are my friends! o_o Then somehow someone runs past me and I get spray-painted across the chest and stomach, y'know, just overall ruining my clothes.

So I run away from the place I was sitting, crying and with mud all over me and I end up somehow in a place with tile floors, but it's outside. Weird.

So I wander around, sniffling and sobbing and walk into a place and it's a locker room setup place. I walk across some mystical looking tile and the spray paint on me goes away, but I still have mud smudged on my face, in my hair and on my clothes. And I'm still crying, but not meaning to because now to me what's happening is just too weird. o_O; I mean, tiles aren't mystical.. and they don't get rid of spray paint.

I left the locker room and run into a teacher and they ask me what's wrong and I tell them, I say, "I was sitting by the waterfall and my friends and some other people threw mud and rocks at me."

And the teacher flips out. o_o; She grabbed me by the wrist and dragged me around campus, finding some of my friends and the other people that did it, just randomly, one by one, and took out this can of spray paint and spray painted them, yelling "How do you like it, eh?!"

And on this one person the teacher sprayed, the girl must of been popular because a crowd from the school had gathered and watched and I was just standing there in some sort of awe/shock ( And yet I'm still crying o_O ) and I look up and there's Irving with his friends ( Yes, weird? ) and he looks up at me and tried to mouth "What's the matter?" but I looked away.

*

Then I woke up.

...

........

Yes. Weird.

But when I woke up, I was in a peppy, upbeat, 'Yay for life,' mood. o_O;;

Yes, okay. ^_^;;

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I had a concert on Saturday and it was fun. ^_^ Not much to describe from it except that on the way there, I sort of 'zoned' out and had this 'vision.'

It was so vivid, this 'vision,' it truly was and it scared me.

It was of a car accident with just a driver and me in the car. It was horrible. It was scary. ;-;

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This entry was useless because I did nothing today.

Hurrah.

Huzzah.

N'Ja~

~Owari~

04.27.2003 | 7:46 p.m.

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