Me: "Ehh..... ..Well.. I'm alive.."
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Songs to describe Kai for today: (two of them, wow)
A Bit of Happiness (.hack//sign) (It's a piano/something-else solo, I like it a lot. It sounds sort of... ..sad.)
Unwell (Matchbox 20)
All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell
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Kai's been feeling a little bad lately. Mentally and physically. She's been needing someone to just hold her, but she hasn't exactly found that person yet.
u.u Kai would also like to say to Duo, that she's very sorry and feels like an ass for making him mad last night.
Kai's talking in third person for some reason... @_@ And she feels like her body's just.. collapsing in on itself and giving up for a while. Dead! She's dead... That's how she feels. Dead.
u.u; Unfortunately Kai has no idea why she's been feeling so bad and down and depressed lately. It's nothing to do with PMS, Kai just finished that about five days ago.
Kai has to go now. She has school tomorrow and also is waking up very early to go swimming with her Mom at five in the morning when she gets home from work.
Good night. Kai loves you all.
Ja~
~Owari~