It took me forever to decide what I wanted. Turns out this small window of a diary and the cute picture is it.
I don't know what to do with the links. --; For some reason the droppy down menus will not work and I don't feel like fighting with them. -_-; Everything added extra besides what I have now looks way too crowded.
-_-;
*sighs a bit* Too much going on.
I've had a few reoccuring dreams. Went on for a week, they stopped, though! ^_____^ I'm so happy.
Oh, they were horrible. Not sure if it's suitable for all readers. *eyes everyone* ^^;
I called Him a few nights ago, we've both been going through some bad stuff.
Actually, what He's going through makes me want to cry for Him. Makes my dreams and my resuming an old habit (cutting) just not as big.
Ah.. I slipped there. Guess I better explain.
I started cutting from the dreams. Wish I could explain it better.. It's not for attention or for "pleasure." I feel the pain.
Neh.. the best way I could describe is a "sense of reality."
But they were only from the dreams.. Oh how horrible they were.. But they stopped, and so did I. So don't lecture me about it.. o.x I've already stopped.
.....O_o;;..
.. It's not like I cut far enough to leave scars, so don't look at me like that.
..--;
Hm.. well.
Summer School's been easy.
-_-; I'm not tired.. I do not want to go to bed. I've slept for 13 hours. -_-;
*shifty eyes* Maybe if I heard His voice, I'd go to bed.
^_^; His voice is just so.. nice. I like hearing it, it makes me.. eh.. content and relaxed. ^_^;
..Gah. I'm doing the thing I hate. Going on and on about a guy. --;
^______^; So I'll stop.
It's not like in IM's all I do is talk about Him. ^^;
I'm gunna go now. Try to sleep and such.
Ja~
~Owari~
P.S. Stumbled upon this diary and I've been addicted to it. It's a nice read. It makes your own life seem somewhat easier, especially if you're a girl cause then you could understand better.
P.P.S. ;-; Where is Xling, Cass, and Duo? ;-; I haven't seen you three forever.. ;-;..
P.P.P.S. FINALLY! ^___________^ Saturday's getting closer! I can't wait! ^____^ Andy and Vai and Wet n'Wild ^_^ It's gunna be fun. ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^__^_^_^^_^ Yes, I'm happy. I've been wanting to go to W/W for-ever-. ^_^
P.P.P.P.S. I still miss you three mentioned in the double-P.S. ;-;