And I found this great song called Iris by the GooGoo Dolls. ^_^ Here are the lyrics (I really really reallyx30523 like them):
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Jae, you don't know how bad I feel for breaking so many promises to you.. I feel like a really bad person that needs to be killed or something. I really don't have a clue when I will be back.. but when I am, please don't be angry with me.
I'm sorry.
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Ok. So..
This week.. well.. hasn't been as bad as last week, but it's somewhere around the same.
I've been a little peppy, which is good. ^_^
Woke up today feeling like shit. -_-;; Not sick-wise, but just.. mentally. I laid in bed for about an hour holding my pillow stupidly pretending that it was someone else and they were holding me, too. --; Then I fell back asleep, woke up with the pillow still strangled in my arms and the said pillow is in my lap at the moment. ( I always have my pillow with me ^___^;; )
Hnh.. so I got online (obviously) and just.. couldn't tell anyone. The first words I typed, despite me feeling pretty bad, was a "^^" face.
Well, I can't lie at the moment. I'm feeling a bit better ^_^;;
Ghh.. ok. I'm going now. ^____^ I'm in a good mood now.
Ja~
~Owari~