I'm fifteen. ^_^;
My birthday could politely be put as "sucky."
And that's just explaining the party.
K.. well.
The night before the party Andy spent the night. It was pretty cool.. we ate at the Olive Garden, we got to watch Pirates of the Caribbean for a second time and then we went Cosmic Bowling.
I think my highest average was... hhehhhh.. 75? XD I really suck. I once got 0 for like.. seven times in a row.. ^o^;;
We joked around a lot and just had a lot of fun.
Woke up the next morning, took a shower and when I got out, mom said that Jennifer couldn't come.
'Ah well' I thought, 'Two more should come. Lethe and Sarah. Yep.'
There were only going to be about 6 people coming. Three of which canceled out, and one had called the day of.
Wonderful.
So we get there and find out that it's not ice skating, but roller hockey.
-_-;... I told Andy that I had a feeling it was only going to get worse.
No one came except for my Grandparents and Aunt/Uncle with my 7 and 1 year old cousins.
Meh.
We laughed a bit, my family made fun of my boobs most of the time which Andy didn't care about at all. -_o;
We skated for a while, ate and talked. It was alright, out of it I got 140 dollars.
After the family left, Andy and I had about an hour to do nothing. So we went ice skating, since it was now open.
We skate for maybe twenty minutes and y'know what I do?
Fall forward. I landed on my knees first and then threw out my arms to catch myself.
Which I didn't do, but I did scrape my right arm up pretty badly.
My bad knee, my left one, didn't get much of a beat up as my right one did. My muscles in my right shoulder and arm are really sore.. T_T It hurts to move or walk or even get up.
Mh.. I wanted to cry. x.o I almost did. It was embarrassing. Andy had to help me up, more embarrassment since I'm not light as a feather, exactly. x.o
Mm.. Andy's mom came and we left to go home.
Mom gave me the choice. "Do you want to go look at some kittens at the shelter or go to Texas to play an hour of DDR?"
Well..
I had this bad feeling in me if I said kittens. I had this bad, bad, horrible feeling that nothing would go right and something terrible would go wrong.
But seeing as sore as I was, I couldn't play DDR. I wanted to go home, I did, I really did.
But I said "Let's look at the kittens."
On our way there, Gramma and mom started to get in a fight.
Which only ended up with me yelling begging: "PLEASE, it's my BIRTHDAY. Don't fight. Please stop."
The past week they've been fighting this bad and the past week days I've been crying over it. I've heard myself say "please stop" so many times it makes me sick.
Anyway..
Mom and I went in and looked at the kittens. They were so adorable T_T!!
One kept grabbing mom's shirt and the other was shy and stayed in her cage when I tried to get her to come out. She'd keep jumping in.. ^^;;
We decided on those two. Hell, I had the money, I could buy them.
But when mom left to get Gramma to show her, I again had this feeling that something bad would happen.
They came in and we had both kittens in their boxes and Gramma was mad. She didn't want to get any more cats, she said we had enough. She said she'd move out.
So then I started feeling sick. I thought that maybe we shouldn't get the cats and the thought stayed with me as we put the boxes in the car. I sat down with the two boxes in the back and started crying.
Mom and Gramma got in and after a while, mom saw and asked why I was so upset.
I said I was fine and Gramma finally said "I want to be put in a Home."
Mom: "Fine, you call and arrange it."
Gramma: "Fine."
Me: "STOP! Jesus CHRIST, please stop!!"
So we were quiet, Gramma was upset, I was crying. Mom asked why, I said it was my fault that Gramma was moving out, I should have said "DDR" and everything'd've been fine.
Which is still true... Lil Bit, my other cat, is really upset.
So we get to the light to come home and Mom was now crying. -_-;
"I didn't want you to have shitty birthdays like I had." She said, "I thought a kitten'd make up for the bad party... you've been asking all summer, I thought I'd get you one.."
Jesus, it was just.. horrible.
I couldn't stop crying and I couldn't walk.
We came home with the two and they didn't like eachother very much, let alone Lil Bit.
I still feel at fault.. I still feel.. really.. really bad.
I can't help but think if I said "Yeah, let's go to DDR" what I would be doing now and how everyone would feel.
But anyway...
Mom thought it'd be cute to name the calico kitten Kai.
So I call her "Kaichan."
It's pretty weird. Mom'll go "Hi Kaichan." and I'll turn around to look to see who's calling my "name."
XD
Then the other one is Yuki Dot. (Snow Dot, if you don't know)
Mostly because the other one is black and white and she has this black face with a white dot on her nose.
Gramma's warmed up a bit. She's still a little cold, but she's getting used to the kittens.
Lil Bit is... crushed. She's upset. -_-
K alright. When I got home I got online after a while, I didn't really want to talk to anyone, but I got on a chat client, (not AIM or MSN) and there were the 'guys.' (Bob, Joe, Dev' ^_^;; Friends of mine.) I only told Dev' the summary of my day and to everyone else said that it pretty much sucked. Bob was pretty hyper.. o_O;.. Meh. They all gave me five hugs each ^_^;; to make fifteen. I stayed on there for a while, didn't bother getting on AIM, I didn't want to talk to anyone. -_-;.. But the guys cheered me up for the most part, which is good. Because I needed it.
I woke up the next morning with... Kaichan on my face. O.x; Mom brought her in during the night and the little thing's my lap cat. She sits on my lap when I'm on the computer or sitting and drawing.. ^_^;; And Yuki likes sitting behind me on the couch and just watching TV or sometimes come over to see what's up on the compy screen. ^_^ Kitty kitty. Very adorable. Though Kaichan JUST learned how to hiss.. thus she goes around hissing at anything. ... o_O; She hissed at her own reflection.. and then she hissed at the hair-blow-drier thing. ^_^;; Silly.. silly Kaichan.
Well.. see you all on the flip side, I guess.
HAAAAAAPPY B-DAY, XLING ^__^ You're getting my gift and card soon, I just don't know when.. o_O;;.. I have the money now, so all I gotsta do is head to the post office! ^_^
Ja~
~Owari~