It seemed like each month got worse and my mental stability has dropped lower and lower until I feel like I constantly need someone around to cling onto like some.. needy.. whiney.. crying.. emotional wreck.
I just start to stare off into space thinking about things and I start crying.
Or I'll have a random burst of anger.
If that's not unstable, what is?
And if any of you have an answer to that said question, I bet I qualify.
I just give up. Notice how I gave up when I tossed in a conversation with Kyo on my uber classified AIM name.
No one IM me on there unless I talk to you regularly. Trust me, an unexpected IM would throw me into an even more wreck. I just need my space.
Hnh
I need my space, and yet I give up.
What a fucking genius I am, aren't I?
Ja~
~Owari~