First day of school (morning Jen with one hour sleep.. ny33r!)

Unh..

School starts today...

*sigh*

I spent all night on the phone secretly with Bob. I dunno what happened in the end, but all we were doing last was probably falling asleep until I heard a single tone constantly.

Lucky bastard doesn't start school today, but all the same, I shouldn't have kept him up all night.

Mhhhhh.. all in all I slept maybe an hour, since the first hour out of two I had to sleep was spent staring at the phone, wondering if he'd call back.

Yeah, I fell asleep kinduv.. cradling the phone. o_O

Anyway.

I think I'm getting sick.. o_O I 'unno... I've been having these strange fevers and headaches and coughs lately.... ("like.. is any of this for real....... or not..?" "OH!" "You're giiiiiiiving meeeeee! Too mannnnnnny things... lately! You're alll I neeeeed, ohhh.. you smiled at me... and said! (Something about meeting your father here or something) When you walk away! You don't hear me say! PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAASE!! OH BABY!!! DON'T GO! Simple and Clean is the WAY you are making me feeeeeeeeel tonight! It's haaaaaaard to let it go!!! Hoooooold me! Whatever lays beyond this mooooorning! Is a little later on! REGARDLESS of warnings the future doesn't scare me at alllll-no!)

o_O And this is why I shouldn't write while only on an hour sleep.

Agh..

My alarm's going off again... funny stuff, because all I remember from at 5 when the alarm went off first, was I stood and stared down at it (since it was my dresser) all "O_o-ish"... I really had no idea what the hell it was, why there were numbers on it, and why the hell it was beeping angrilly at me. T_T; I started crying when a few hits didn't turn it off... then I hit snooze and collapsed on the bed again.

Nine minutes later it went off, though, and the whole process started again. It was like... WOAH! Kinda like Teh Message, but not. o_O

Yes! I realize I am making no sense!! WARH!!!

Mph... I need to eat something, get dressed, and go to ... *shiver* scho-yaaaaaaaaaawn.. T_T I'm going to be fucking dead today...

BAD WORD!

*slaps self, then grabs a spray bottle and sprays herself in the face*

Bad kitten! Bad kitten!!!!

.... I'm being force to eat food..... I think someone called the foreign word "breakfast" So yeah. Bye. T_T;; *scampers off in a meek and feeble manner*

Ja~

~Owari~

Got your e-mail Kris.. and read your entry. I'll reply as soon as I can. So don't go thinking I've given up on you.

Or any of you, for that matter. Just because I'm not there doesn't mean I'm DEAD or something. I'ma come back one of these days and haunt you all!!! >_<;

08.25.2003 | 5:25 a.m.

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