We were out on the beach for about three hours by then and a wave caught mom and threw her about on the shore where the rocks are and she hurt her knees, so she went to go sit down and read for the rest of the time while we waited for the sunset and a lot of the time I'd go out into the ocean and stay where my feet touched and I'd just sorta by tossed about with the waves, get exhausted and go back and lay down and catch my breath. I went back twice and had been laying down for a long time, so I told mom I was going to go out for a little while and I'd be all right and all that.
So somehow I get a little farther than I wanted and my feet were barely touching so I tried to swim back but the waves have been rough, so I was just sucked more out and I got more and more panicy and scared and freaky outty and just out of no where, I hear myself yelling towards this surfer "Help me" and it's this boy of like.. 12 or 13.. maybe 14 at the most, he was younger than me, though. And he swam his surf board over and was like "You call for help?" and I'm like ";.; Yes ;.;" because I'm thinking I'm going to die and I was really tired and worn out from freaking out and thrashing around trying to get back to shore and being pulled under and stuff along those lines. So he told me to hold onto the surf board and he got off and we started to try and kick-paddle ourselves back to shore buuuuuuut we only ended up getting out further.
Ne, so then after that we got on the surf board and were just sitting there trying to keep it balanced and I managed to gracefully flip it over and then a wave'd bring it up and hit both of us in the head. Which hurt a lot but we said we were okay to eachother and got back on and he said we were going to have to catch a few waves back and we did until we could feel the sand and we pulled ourselves back onto the shore with the exceptional flipping of the board with a wave and hitting me in the head.
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He was so calm about it all, too. I felt so exhausted when I heard myself cry out "Help me." It was so weird, I never really thought about saying it. My thoughts were just all over the place.
"I'm going to die, don't panic don't panic, try to swim this way, keep your head above the water, oh god there's a wave, I'm under water, I can't breathe, Oh look I can see the sky.. Jessica was right, it is pretty if you just look at it, ;.; I'm going to die, what will happen? Will animals pick off of me or will I drown?, everyone seems so far away.. I wonder how long it'll take mom to raise her head and notice how far I'm away from the beach, will she raise her head? How long will that take her to do? Oh GOD I'mgoingtodieandnoonewillfindmybodyforthelongesttime,don'tcry,don'tpanic,what will happen to everyone? Bob? Mom? All my friends at school and across the net? T_T Ican'tdie,everyoneneedsmeT_T;.; I need someone.. that one, right there, he's the closest, ;.; my animals.. what about my kitties? Mom'd just die, she'd die if I did.. Bob said I'm not allowed to die, he revoked my right.. T_T but let's see where that got me.. I need help, that .. o_O Is that a girl or a guy? Oh fuck, it doesn't matter-" And then the words just slipped out. Fuckin' a.. I was just so scared T_T I can't get over the fact that I could've died.
The worst thing I came back with Cali. was this nice sunburn I have on my left shoulder. It's not as bad as the 3rd degree burns that mom and I got two years ago, but it's almost the same. T_T; You can see where the bathing suit strap was and all that..
Christ, I just realized, though.
I don't know the boy's name. He just sort of.. was there in his black, blue, and purple with some random green color on the lining body suit.. and his cream colored with faded green and orange writing surf board.. he had pretty brown eyes and black hair.. a little wavy, thin.. it went down to his shoulders like mine does when it's down and wet, though, and was this nice brownish color. He could've been.. Hawaiian? Phillipino? He didn't have the Thai, Chinese, or Japanese look, he could've been some sort of South American country, maybe. I dunno.. he wasn't very short when we got out.
I must've thanked him a million times while we were out there. We hit shore and he started going to the left and I staggered straight to over the little sand hill to mom and fell on the towel and told her about it.
Mom and I looked for the boy, but he wasn't anywhere. Not on the beach, and it didn't seem like he was back out in the ocean.. mm... but I'm lucky he was there, there was no one else out in the ocean but the two of us. I want to thank him more, but I don't even know his name.
I want to find him and thank him a lot more, though.
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Now to today stuff.
I saw a spider on the ceiling last night.
He scared me, I tried to kill him, but he fell behind the video casing and I couldn't suck him up with the vacuum. A little later when I came out of my room to get a drink, there he was, in the same place.
So I figured the fucker was lucky and let him be.
I wonder if people'd like me more if I were prettier and skinnier.
But that's besides the point.
Heavenly_Messenger_Chiyosan@yahoo.com
Yahoo's the only mail I can get to from school filters. Drop me a line, I'd love to hear from everyone, I miss you all. I'm grounded because of grades, sneaking on to finally update and let you all know that I'm here and I love everyone ;.; *grabs everyone and HUGS THEM TIGHT* T___T
I can get on Mylanders, too. But only during lunch, so stop by maybe around 10:08 one day or 11:something the other (I have switching lunches, 1st lunch and 2nd lunch). I'll swing by as Jenocide.
So, yeah.
See you when I see you.
Ja
~Owari~